Mar 27, 2015

That Mini Project

Salam & hello lovelies!

In this post Qeela nak share about my last week's work.
Dah lama jugak tak buat photoshoot wedding ni, last week pon dapat cover diorang punya outdoor je huhu.

Actually the bride is one of my close friend since high school, hehe, so yelah since mmg dah kawan lama ni senang laa nak bincang etc kan takdelaa macam-macam hal hehee.

Okay so, main places adalah drp yg direquest oleh diorang sendiri, since diorang pon memang nak area dekat2 jee kan sbb masa tak banyak, so takpelah okayy jee hehe..
Okaylah jom tengok some of those pics yea!
Thank you for reading and have a great night guysssss! ☺

Mar 22, 2015

Poem For the Evil

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may tread me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own back yard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.

(Still I Rise by Maya Angelou)

*this is one of my favourite poem, and i feel like i wanna dedicate this to those dearest whom had been stabbed in the back, whom had been the subject of such atrocious defamation, and whom had been wronged so bad. rise up and keep on moving forward, leaving those bugger far behind! ☺

Mar 19, 2015

Cutest Volcano Eruption Ever!!

Salam and hello lovelies! ☺

Interested with the title eh? hehe.
okay so as what the title says, this is, literally,
the cutest volcano eruption ever. plus, it's really delicious too! :D

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As parallel to it's name, u'll taste the yummy melting when eating it. Ahhh it's sooooo good!

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here's some pic of the Volcano Cake.
Have a great day!

The Operation and That Magic - Last Part

salam and hi all ☺

sorry, because it took me such a long time to finished this last part of my daughter's operation story. A lot of thing came up, yet it's okay here i am again alhamdulillah ☺ before i start, for those who'll love to read the second part can VISIT HERE.

As for the second part was the beautifully, amazingly literally work out zikr, this part will be about her days after the operation had succeed. the most event that reminisced thoroughly was that the one very day she was located in the nicu, while that day was her birthday.

As a mom, it was super heartbreaking to watch your daughter with all those tubes and wires, with her eyes shut, on her own 2nd birthday. Adding more melancholy to my heart was that the fact that i can't stay by her side all day, but only could visit her within visiting hours as their protocol stated so. so there it was, no celebration and everything, but my interminable prayers for her. i remember still that on that day, the nurses there said to me, like, 'oh it's her birthday! she just can celebrate it here then, how poor..", or some just asked how old is she and then wordless.

She had to stayed in the nicu for 3 days, then down warded. Alhamdulillah, she'd showed fast recovery each day, so it giving me hope to bring her home sooner. As for the first several day been warded, they told me she had to bottle fed instead of breastfeed. i tried my best to keep the stock updated but it's not enough since she didn't drink it from me. so at first they insist me their formula but i didn't want to, yet asking to just breastfeed my daughter. but then they give them the formula anyway and she'd diarrhea after that very moment. so i insist hardly to breastfeed my baby until they have to agreed since she can't blend in with the formula. alhamdulillah, she was better and no more diarrhea. see, real food rocks ☺ well, what disappointed me was they're mostly Muslim, especially the dietician, yet which the dietitian said to me that breastmilk isn't enough. i was like, really? this is sad. they didn't seem to believe that Allah's creation, - the breastmilk, is greater than any of those man made full of gmo, sugar and unhealthy thingy formula milk. sorry but after i know what formula milk really are, i'm really grateful that i chose to just breastfeed my baby. In addition, Allah give them (babies/kids) special knowledge from their first arrival in this world, so that they know how to feed themselves via breastfeed, and i believe, when to stop (when they're full or had enough). which in this case, Allah will guide my daughter while she's breastfeed, no over fed, no harm for the after operation etc in order to give her the most great immunity for improving her antibody. Alhamdulillah the nurses were supportive, they change her bed to the bigger one so that i can lie down altogether with my baby pumpkin to breastfeed her. As i'm expected, she turned out great with the breastfeed, with the fast recovery and all, alhamdulillah, yet proving that Allah knows best, greater than any human. ☺

so okay, after a total of 10 days stayed there, she finally discharged. i'm jubilantly grateful that she's fine and can go home, after all those things that happened. Alhamdulillah, and up until now her condition was better each every day. the scars look good too, and we still come once over several month for her routine check up. Alhamdulillah, so far so good.
There she is, now. May Allah will grant her continuously great health, aamiinn.

Thank you for reading lovelies ☺

Sep 20, 2014

The Operation And That Magic Part 2

Salam and hello lovelies!

Alhamdulillah we met again ☺ So today i would love to continue sharing my journey throughout my daughter's operation.

Indeed, even those 2 days earlier had made me felt like years and drowned in tears. Imagine, i've been stayed there for 10 days. It's hard, to not be there with your strengthener (hubby) all the time, cz u need him to strengthen u, to make u feels that u can, to soothes u, to just everything in those difficult moments. and yes at some point, like normal human being, u'd just fell and fragile, and almost give up your strength.
but hey, it's okay cz that's the special part of that learning u know. ☺

3rd April 2014 -

She had passed all of the minor tests to make it for the operation. The things that bothered me so much is that, she have to fast (puasa) since literally early in the morning, before dawn. Yet until 10 am, she still not been called for the operation. It breaks my heart, when she asked for breastfeed, when she asked for food etc. Literally broke it, and made me cried over and over again without failed. Even there's time that she was playing and there's a bowl kind of toy, and she said, 'nak,' (i want that) at the same time she looked into that empty bowl, then she just like, stop, like disappointed that it was empty. Allah, automatically my tears burst out. I was like, she must be starving, and yet she had an operation to go through! Only Allah knows, lovelies.

Around 11am the nurse came in and told us that she's up next (for the operation). Dear Lord, my heart was pounded heavily, and i'm feeling the oppression, but merely, i just didn't know, i mean, i was like numb. it's only her in my mind, heart and vision. the moment a nurse came and show us the room etc which she'll be placed after the operation, and said that she'll be a bit or a lot different, showed me those pics of babies etc after the operation, the icu wards, etc, oh well of course i couldn't hold my tears even she asked to do so. Luckily hubby was there for that day, and we face it altogether with our families.
Thank you Allah, at that time being, there's this one zikr that suddenly pop into my mind,

"La hawla wala quwwata illa billa hil aliyyilazim."

yes that zikr. and even at that time i'm not really sure what it exactly mean but i believed my instinct, and i believed it was His merciful help to me. so i kept on recite that zikr, all the way to the operation room, and miraculously, alhamdulillah, i felt stronger than ever. i felt calm, i felt sooth, i felt, great. even up until the moment i handed them my baby girl, i managed to not cried yet calm and stronger. she's calm too until she's fall asleep while we're waiting outside the operation room before i have to hand her over u know! alhamdulillah, that's another event of the power of zikrullah, the magic sentences, that happened to me :')  I've checked what's the meaning of that zikr and came up with this -

 "There's no power and no strength, except from Allah, The Highest High, The Almighty."

Dear Lord, it's literally is a miracle! Alhamdulillah, despite of my fragileness during the first few days, yet thank you hubby for motivated me back to kept on holding with Allah. to kept on staying in His path. To kept on believing beyond excelsior thinking and everything. Indeed, when u submit yourself truly to Him, He won't let u astray nor abandoned u. In fact, He's always there, always, for u. ☺

Here's some of the pics on that day. Sorry but next part will be continued yea lovelies. Stay tuned and thanks for reading. May it'll be just as beneficial to us all. Have a great day ahead! ☺

Sep 18, 2014

The Operation And That Magic

Salam and hello lovelies ☺

First of all, thank you for all of the warm wishes & prayers that you all gave & keep on giving. You know only God could pay those beautiful deeds ☺

Secondly, i'm sorry for taking some time to get it back to u guys - either for following back nor blogwalking, because i need a lappy to do so hehe. So since my lappy was damaged, i'll do those blogging thingy whenever that there's another lappy available at the moment, okay dearies? so i'm sorry for the late responses yea..

Next, i'd love to share the operation moment with u guys, so okay here we go! ☺ :

1st April 2014 -

This is the day that we went there. around 9am we've arrived at the IJN and waiting for the ward registration etc. She might haven't any clue of what would happened to her at this very moment though. Only Allah knows how i felt, when i looked at her & her smile..

After we've our bed, there's nothing much but just the talk with the doctor & nurses about the ward, the rules etc. The hardest part was that my hubby couldn't stay altogether with us in the ward, cz there's only 1 person whom allowed to be staying with the patient. But actually, it depends on the nurses too u know. if the nurse is okay then it's fine to have more than 1 people around, well it's about luck too right.  ☺

2nd April 2014 -

She's getting her first drained. (if i'm not mistaken - i mean the needle thingy, u can see the pics yea hehe)
doctor said that if she's okay, (her health is good - no fever/flu/cough etc) then she'll be in line for the operation. after confirming about the operation thingy, then she's up for several closer examinations, which to have the exact picture of her heart etc for the operation soon. so there goes the xrays, the echo, blood examined, allergy, everything. indeed, the day is getting harder as she's already traumatized to be around / seeing any nurses nor doctors, so when she have to, she'll crying like u couldn't ever imagine..and when she did, i couldn't myself from crying too, cz my heart isn't that strong for that time being.

okay this phone is getting crazy & harder to draft an entry, so, i have to stop till here. The operation day will be continued .. 
thank you for reading. Have a great night lovelies! ☺

Aug 21, 2014

The Comeback!

Salam and hello readers ☺

it had been months since my last update, and i don't know if there's still a readers or anyone that would like to stop by here, huhu. actually, it's not that i didn't wanna update any, but my baby daughter is my priority especially on that time being, plus my lappy was damaged several day before we went to IJN for her operation and everything. Up until now, i still didn't have any lappy on and it's kinda hard, u know. so today i just update from my phone, cz i miss updating so much huhu.

well, this entry is like a warm up entry for my comeback before i begin with my daughter's operation on the next entry insyaAllah. hope there's still some responses on this blog and so on. hehe. cz there's a lot to write about. so much beneficial stories etc to share.
keep calm and read random rainbow!
have a great night lovelies!
wassalam ☺