Salam dan Hai semua! 

Tadi ketika saya melayari Facebook, saya ada terjumpa satu status yang dikongsi oleh (kredit kepada) Puan Yuhanis Azam, berkenaan surirumah dan antara ayat-ayat yang sering kita dengar diucapkan kepada para surimah, yang mana mengatakan surirumah perlu ada duit sendiri kalau berlaku apa-apa ke atas atau dengan suami, contoh seperti bercerai, kematian dan sebagainya. 

Akan tetapi, sharing tersebut tidak seperti biasa, kerana ianya (bagi saya) lebih kepada membukakan mata dan minda kita terhadap hubungan kita dengan Yang Maha Esa. 

Usai membacanya, saya rasa sangat jarang untuk saya dapat jumpa motivasi sebegini, makanya saya nak share & save disini untuk reflection diri saya sendiri juga from time to time. Bagi saya, sharing ini sesuai untuk para surirumah yang masih bersuami, lebih-lebih lagi bila suami anda adalah seorang suami yang bertanggungjawab terhadap anda dan keluarga. 

Okay jom baca dulu sharing yang saya katakan tu yea :

Boleh baca status sharing asalnya di SINI yea 😊

Indeed I’m a housewife, a stay at home mom, tetapi saya tetap cuba work from home untuk mencari duit poket sendiri melalui kerja sebagai content creator dan blogger. Alhamdulillah so far okaylah, even saya tiada gaji tetap & pendapatan saya bermusim pasang surut. Namun, niat utama saya pun memang untuk bantu keluarga, bukanlah sebab terfikir “nanti bila suami tiada”. 

Betul, saya sendiri selalu dengar atau terjumpa sharing yang mempunyai ayat2 “nanti bila suami tiada, kot2 bercerai, kot2 suami buat hal” dan lain-lain lagi yang bagi saya more to negative thinking, dan seolah-olah mendoakan yang tidak baik untuk kehidupan sendiri, sedangkan pada ketika ini, alhamdulillah Allah telah pinjamkan kehidupan yang baik-baik sahaja, suami pun seorang yang bertanggungjawab dan sentiasa memikirkan keluarga. 

Saya faham apa yang ingin disampaikan dan indeed ada juga betulnya tetapi konteks penyampaian menggunakan ayat-ayat negatif tersebut biasanya akan memyebabkan atau lebih kepada mengajak untuk fikir suami yang bukan-bukan, ataupun terlalu overthinking, yang mana kemungkinan boleh memudaratkan. 

Saya sendiri membesar dalam keadaan mama seorang ibu tunggal yang bertungkus lumus mencari rezeki untuk kami adik beradik dari kecil sehinggalah kami dewasa. Yang menjadi pengganti seorang bapa ketika saya kecil hanyalah arwah atuk saya, yang mana dipinjamkan sehingga saya Tingkatan 2. Justeru itulah, saya targetkan sharing ini sesuai buat para isteri, para surirumah, yang mempunyai suami yang bertanggungjawab terhadap anda dan keluarga. 

Betul, bagi saya kita sebagai wanita memang perlu ada duit sendiri, tetapi, niatkanlah kita mencari itu untuk membantu keluarga, membantu suami, mencarinya untuk dapat hulurkan pada mama dan adik beradik yang memerlukan, seterusnya dan selebihnya pada diri sendiri dan lain-lain yang memerlukan. 

Bila ada rezeki lebih, dikongsi dengan keluarga, dan alhamdulillah bolehlah bagi duit tambahan belanja untuk mama, dan adik beradik. Terasa nikmatnya, bila dapat membantu, bila dapat belanja mereka, walaupun mungkin tak banyak pada kita, tapi besar harganya pada mereka. Sungguh, bila kita murah hati dengan orang & mudahkan urusan orang terutama keluarga, lagi-lagi yang memerlukan, insyaAllah banyak lagi masuk rezeki tak disangka kepada kita.

Dalam sharing Puan Yuhanis tadi, alhamdulillah Allah murahkan rezeki balu tersebut kan selepas kematian suaminya. Rezeki dia dan keluarganya. Rezeki kita, kita tak tahu lagi, tapi, kita boleh sentiasa cuba yang terbaik, fikir yang baik, doa yang baik, mudah-mudahan dipermudahkan segala urusan kita. 

Moga saya dapat teruskan fikir yang baik-baik, buat yang baik-baik, dapat lebih lagi bantu keluarga terutama mama dan adik beradik. 

Niatkan mencari duit untuk bantu keluarga, sebab suami sendiri pun dah sentiasa bersusah payah nak menjaga makan minum, keselesaan dan kebahagiaan keluarga. Cuba elakkan untuk fikir suami nanti boleh berubah yang buruk-buruk dan sebagainya, bila sedangkan selama ini suami itu sentiasa ada dan cuba yang terbaik juga. Kalau trust itu tidak ada, bagaimana kita boleh bahagia hidup bersama, kan?

Try to live in the moment bersama suami dan keluarga. Bagi saya, sentiasalah cuba yang terbaik dari hari ke hari, hargai pasangan masing-masing yang masih ada, yang juga cuba yang terbaik untuk kita. Saya lebih kepada berpegang pada ayat, “kalau baik yang kita fikir, insyaAllah baiklah jadinya”. 

Bila Allah dah kurniakan rezeki kita mendapat pasangan yang baik, maka teruskan fikir dan buat yang baik-baik sahaja. Selebihnya, baiki lagi hubungan kita denganNya, cuba buat lebih baik dari yang kita amalkan sekarang, kerana hanya Dialah, Yang Maha Pemberi, Yang Maha Mengetahui, Yang Maha Berkuasa. 

Semoga perkongsian ini ada juga manfaatnya buat anda semua. Thanks pada yang luangkan masa membaca sehingga ke akhirnya. Take care & stay positive okay! 

Moga dipermudah urusan anda semua juga.

❤️

Salam and Hello lovelies!

So, it's been a while I'm not doing this right - talk about a movie that I've watched, 

what I get out of it that I think might benefits us all, 

from my point of view. 

Those whom been following me here might know what I'm talking bout, yeah? 

hehe mehh I don't know if anyone remember though. 

Okay so for this post, 

I'd like to talk about the movie 'It's Kind of a Funny Story' - it's actually kinda funny at some part, 

but to be honest, 

I do like it as what it delivered - the messages that it gave us, to think, to be thankful for, 

and mostly, to live. 

(aside from Emma Roberts starring in it as well hehe.)

TRIVIA 

👉🏿 this movie scored 7.1/10 on IMDB guys! 

Those movie nuts like me out there must know what that means right! 😃

👉🏿 it's amazing how their shooting period was only about 6 weeks! 

👉🏿 It's an adaptation from Ned Vizzini's 2006 novel of the same title, 

where the book was inspired by Vizzini's own brief hospitalisation for depression in Nov 2004. 

In 2013, Vizzini committed suicide at the age of 32 by jumping off the roof of his parents's buidling. 

I know, as human, we all have our own kind of stress, depression and all. 

That includes how we manage it as well, 

some shows, some confused, some just fragile, etc. 

To thought about suicide, 

I think it's already became a common thing in certain area, 

yet at some place, 

I believe they're hiding - hopefully getting help as well (I really do hope so).

So, yeah, this movie is about a teenage boy, Craig, whom thought of (and on his way to) kill himself but went to the hospital for help instead. 

Since he insisted for help, 

the doctor admitted him to the psychiatric ward, 

but, since the teen psych ward is on renovation, 

he have to join the rest of them in the adult psych ward! 

Craig (left) and Smitty. Is it just me or that Smitty (Jeremy Davis) really looks like Neil Patrick Harris?! Haha

Now here's the fun begin, 

since after a few moment that he arrived there he saw how awful and messed up those people are, 

he just realised that he doesn't wanna be there at all, 

but problem is, 

he couldn't go home as he have to stay for at least 5 days minimum. 

Indeed, he have to adjust himself and starting to blending in. 

This guy Bobby, being good and helping Craig blending in though it's not in a regular way, 

hmm how should I put it, let's just say it's in a really casual, not straight forward way - and yes I do think he's (Bobby) a wise man there indeed, 

aside from all of the sadness that I saw in him. 

Despite his meltdown scene and all. 

Somehow, I think this Bobby character was Ned's (the author) projecting himself at some point, creating another version and illusion of himself a little bit, 

yeah idk how to put it. 

Well, that's another story. 

Okay so then, Craig started to feel fine and belong, 

and this and that happens, other plot and all, 

well I'm not trying to be or sound cliche here, 

but despite the moment he started to feel well, 

there's up and down, well, 

that is when you get the wisdom from it the most. 

And it's plot, is happen to be enjoyable, 

it's not really make me feel like 

'okay he's getting better then this and that or oh that, 

then must be that' kinda thingy you know, 

but, it's all enjoyable to watch till the end of the movie. 

Of course, you guys should watch it yourselves if in case you're not watching it yet, hehe. 

Oh I watched it on Netflix, 

when it was just in at the moment 

yet it's not the latest movie out there yea guys, 

so yeah I think you can find it around somewhere too.

Okay, so, my point from this movie is, 

firstly, I really love the scene of when Bobby and Craig playing the basketball. 

What Bobby had deliver that moment is just deep, 

and it's true, of what he said. 

The moment that really get to me, really touched me is when Bobby finally answered to Craig that he's there, because he's suicidal. 

He actually tried to kill himself 6 times before. 

Then, Craig said to him that he was actually 

trying to kill himself too but he went there instead. 

So Bobby ask, 

'What stopped you?'. 

Craig answered, 

'My family, I think. 

You know, my parents, and my sister. 

Just knowing how bad it will messed them up.' 

Then, Bobby replied, 

'See, that's the part I don't get, Craig. 

I mean, you're cool, you're smart, you're talented, 

you have a family that loves you,'...

okay see these snapshots below, captured a bit of this moment for you guys to see and get the feel a bit I guess 😅

If you've been watching this movie from the start, 

I believe you might feel the extra-ness in this scene, 

deep down, at least. 

Somehow, it makes me feels like, 

to always remember on how important it is to live, 

just live, in the moment, no matter what I've been facing through or what my future might holds. 

Familiar with those talks about how everything gonna be alright, how to be thankful since there's always someone out there whom experiencing far worst than us now, how, what else? 

well, those everything in between, you know, 

those kinda talks that sometimes could get through you but sometimes it just makes you feel like 

'yeah easier for you to say when you got everything, 

when you're this, when you're that, yada yada', right? 

Yet this scene right here, just kinda absorb everything - those kind of talk thingy - into me. 

Sometimes I do think that, 

if someone is in a bad place or worst place than me, 

then those kinda talk could work much better than those whom like already get everything, 

whom life seems greater than me, 

whom luckier in every ways and all, you know,. 

Yeah I'm not sure if you guys could get that since sometimes it kinda twisted a bit, but, point is, 

look at this Bobby character, and compare it with you, your life. 

I bet we're much like Craig here, averagely, 

than to Bobby. 

I mean, our problem, or what we've been stressing out or worrying or so, 

isn't that much of a hell, 

I mean, it usually could be solved, 

or it does have it perks someway, 

it's just that we just need to sit back, reflect, and chill. 

As a Muslim, 

we surely believe that He knows greater, too. 

So either if we're not in our desired path, 

or if we've been facing some difficulties, 

or something heavier happened to us that seems like we couldn't take it, 

we gotta remember, 

always remember and believes, 

that, He truly are knows best, 

and just give in time to adjust ourselves due to whatever situation we're in. 

Just live. 

Make what's best in every of our breath. 

Seriously, 

live like it meant something, 

because it does! ❤

Another one is that when they quoted Bob Dylan's 

'He not busy being born, is busy dying'. 

In this movie though, it seems related enough and deep, really, of that sentence. 

It just kinda powerful - well more like right place right time but watching all those plots, 

reflecting your own life and all, 

it kinda give an impact a bit. 

It could be vary, 

depends on your own situation, 

of that born and dying word could mean. 

Some people, might have to stop feeling sorry for themselves and start living by doing whatever that could brings out the positivity in them, 

some people might have to kick away their self doubt 

and adapt confidence in every other way by perhaps doing what they're good at, 

while some other people, 

being born by helping or putting others before them, 

in order to make sure those people will be doing just fine, 

and by doing that, 

helps to feels good about one's life and perhaps, 

finding their purposes as well. 

Indeed, it just vary, yet, could be applied to all. 

There are lots of other points that could be learn / reflect in our life or self from this movie, and since I do think this movie is enjoyable as well, so yeah feel free to watch it yourselves and let me know what do you think too, yeah? 

I just wish they could extend a bit at the end upon how's Bobby gonna be after that um but nevermind, 

I guess perhaps they think it's better that way then, letting us to decide which far to think. 

Overall, this movie is great 👍🏿😊

So, that's all for this movie thoughts slot of the day hehe. 

Hopefully it'll be beneficial in any way for you guys as well. 

Remember, to just live, because I believe it really does worth it in many other ways. 

Spread the love and have a lovely week ahead! 

Till next time, thanks a lot for reading! ❤

Kukucup wajah itu.

Tubuh yang sudah sejuk, kaku.

Sepertimana almarhum atok dahulu.

Kini, akhirnya kesampaian jua hasratnya

untuk bertemu dengan suaminya itu.

Wajahnya tenang mendamaikan.

Bagaikan tidur.

Alhamdulillah, perginya tenang, senang.

Terngiang2 lagi dehemannya, suaranya.

Tergambar gelaknya, gayanya, pandangannya.

Aku masih lagi merasai kewujudannya.

Bagaikan tak percaya,

itulah mandian terakhir dariku untuknya.

Usapan dan belaian terakhir.

Pandangan & jagaan yang pengakhiran.

Kini hakikatnya,

mereka berdua telah tiada.

Pergi menghadap Yang Maha Esa.

Rindu. Walau baru usai menghantarnya.

Pandanglah dimana-mana walaupun menutup mata,

mereka kan tetap ada.

Dari jauh kutitipkan doa,

moga mereka bertemu di pintu syurga.

25 Sept 2004. 08 Jan 2014.

Al-Fatihah.

Tak sangka, malam sebelumnya yang aku langsung

tak dapat nak lelapkan mata adalah 

malam terakhir wan di dunia ini.

Uzurnya kali ini, uzur untuk pergi menghadap Ilahi.

Pedih, tapi aku redha.

Mujur sempat & berpeluang menjaganya lagi

sebelum dia pergi tinggalkan dunia ini.

Pemergian kali ini sangat terkesan,

kerana aku berpeluang memandikan.

Terima kasih atas peringatan.

Dunia ini sgt melekakan, disana jualah yang abadi.

Kematian itu pasti, 

setakat manakah ia sudah menghampiri kini?

......

23724258. 258. hmm.

Terlepas lagi.

Kadang-kadang terfikir itu ini.

Banding sana sini.

Sedih, dengan diri sendiri.

Kadang-kadang,

banyak sedapkan hati sendiri.

Baca. 

Baca lagi.

Lihat dengan mata hati.

Baru terpukul sendiri.

Baru nampak pelangi.

Senyum sendiri.

Rezeki tak sama,

Nasib lagi beza.

Tapi bukan makna,

tiada apa-apa.

Kerana semua orang,

Dia bagi sama rata.

KasihNya tak terhingga,

Sampai ada yang buta

Ada yang pelupa.

Jangan.

Jangan lena.

Pahat dalam ingatan,

Mana satu yang fana.

:1700-191213: 

It's like somewhere out of the blue.
It may feels & seems like nothing,
but it just get me something.
Huge, actually.

It started with this one little incident;

A few nights ago, while my hubby was alone in the living room
played the games in his laptop, all of a sudden 
the Al- Insyirah (Quran,verse 94) popped-up & played,
even though he didn't have any of the verses in it.
Shocked, of course.
Later when I've awoke, he told me about the incident.

He said, maybe the great is yet to come.
Yeah hopefully soon, I've prayed for that too,
but I'm more likely to take it as a reminder.
A little friendly reminder / motivation for myself.
Thus I think it would be great to share it.

Okay maybe some of u didn't get it, right..
Here's the thing:
The Al-Insyirah was about the hardship and ease.
The great thing, after every burden and everything.
Subhanallah, lovelies. If only u could imagined how I felt.
How meaningful this is. I mean, yes, I'd rather took it as a 
reminder, a great daily wisdom, which I might had been overlooked 
upon it. Dear readers, let's just go thoroughly this verses shall we?

In the name of Allah, The Beneficent, The Merciful

1) "Have we not expanded for u your chest (ya Muhammad)?"

2) "And we removed u from your burden"

3) "Which weighed u down your back"

4) "And we exalted for u your reputation"

5) "Then surely with hardship comes ease"

6) "Surely, with hardship comes ease"

7) "So when u've finished (with your tasks), still strive hard, (then toil),"

8) "And to your Lord turn (all) your attention."

Subhanallah, lovelies. Seriously.

It's like cried on someone's shoulder, then he/she

rubbed our back & calm us down.

It's like u're having a great day, then u've watched or

listened to a great talk, and felt like motivated much 

and happier indeed.

It's such a great reminder, really.

It tells us not to grumble nor grieve for any sorrow / hardships,

but to be patience, be strong, and most importantly is to BELIEVE,

that every hardship, every trouble, every test, there WILL BE an ease,

dalliance, even much blessings and everything that lies behind it / next to it.

That is the type of person that we should be - to believe, and to have the faith in Him.

Everything happened for a reason. Excelsior, believe,and have faith.

Allah is the Greatest Planner of all, and unto Him we shall rely and asks.

So dear lovelies, wrap up your heart with comfort and peace.

Feels the love within.

Enlightened your life.

Laa Tahzan, Surely Allah is with us. :)

Yeah maybe it's easier said than done, but trust me,

take your time, and listen, nor u could perhaps just say some.

"Verily, Only in the remembrance of Allah will your heart find peace"..

(Quran 13:28)

May we'll always do, InsyaAllah, aamiinn.. :)

Wassalam. 

Sometimes u might felt left out.

Too small and too tiny.

Too nothing for everything.

While watching or facing with the facts 

and activities of the peoples around u,

sometimes u ran out of strength 

or motivation to gathered your own 

silver lining.

Then tend to comparing your life with them,

thinking of this and that, etc.

till everything went wrong.

Wait, seriously u wanna do that?

Come closer lovelies.

Come on nearer u special people..

I know how hard it is sometimes to fight

in your own battle.

Yes, it's your own.

Cause if u look back and think calmly,

there are nothing to be compare to.

Do u forget that u have Him?

He's the greatest planner of all.

Just choose faith over worry.

Choose grateful over anything else.

Whenever u feels bad, or down exactly,

That's the time that He misses u.

That's the time that u should change

the edge of your perspective.

And sometimes, that's the time that

the truth will be reveal too!

U feels like u're nothing, but truth is,

u do have the things that others didn't.

U feels like u have nothing, but truth is,

u do have things that others don't.

And don't forget all those blessing from Him

that u wouldn't ever could count on..

rather than others, u're always the luckier person.

Yeah even again, action speaks louder than words.

But trust me, u do wanna digest all of these words.

U do need them, really.

Not just it's for the comforting's sake,

but it's the truth, like literally.

U will see them, only when

u're allowing yourself to. :)

P/S : "What is it that u seek? 
Do u seek what is transitory? 
Or everlasting?" - IslamicThinking :')

~have a great night~

wassalam. :)

  

Alone.
Does everyone feels that?
Sometimes, u just felt so alone and lonely,
or it's just that u felt that kinda strange in this
somehow-unfamiliar world.
It's not literally alone, though.
I mean, basically, it's just some kind of feeling
that came unexpectedly.
It's not that u're living alone with no one cares about
or being loved and else,.
It's kind of, no matter how happy u are, sometimes
it's just still came by somehow and from out of nowhere.
Usually, we'll find it on singles out there.
But heyyy yeah I know it's not fair, right.
Even those couples or even anyone could face it too.
Some say, it might be the best time for our own self.
As for Muslims, to repent, to seek and spend more time
with their God, and to reflect themselves as well.

Well, it depends on the person themselves.
How are their ways of thinking / perspectives,
the way they face things up and else.
I mean, some might take the alone and lonely thingy positively,
but there are also people who would take it negatively 
and turned out seriously.
For example;
Those who take it positively would do the kind of things
that I've stated earlier.
Reflection, back to their own and inner self, and also
their relationship with God.
But those who take it negatively, it might be the starter 
to the worst things or I shall say, the bad conjunction 
within themselves and the others.

When u're feeling lonely or alone, your negative mind will
tell u that u're such a loser, pathetically living with no points
nor values. So then, u might been triggered to over think
about those evil 'suggestion' and come out to be depressed
with your life and yourself andddddd, be careful there missy,
cause when someone is depressed, never underestimate what
they could do - yes even if it's wayyyy out of our mind.
Ever heard of people who hurts themselves?
Cutting wrists and so on, or attempt suicide?
Well that's major, as for the minor step is like,
the changing in their behavior or mood, easily tempered
or hurts / resentment, etc.

Yeah..That's huge, right..
So, the important point is, 
how u deal those kind of feeling / moment with yourself.
How see it, how u face it, and how u make it out.
I don't say that it's easy to deal with, but umm,
at least, have a great grip upon yourself.
Push yourself to think wisely, before u go with things.
Pull yourself to get back to where it was - or supposed to be. (to God)
Take a deep breath.
Pictured all of your loved ones, - they're smiling, holding your
hands, and rubbing your shoulders.
Doesn't it feels great? :)

In addition, the least thing u could do is,
remember, life is never perfect.
Learning, is the major part in it.
To face it and deal with it bravely and wisely,
that's what we called true learning.
Besides, despite of all these feeling thingy issues,
there are more people out there who were way in trouble 
and unluckier than us now. 
We should be thankful and grateful of what we have.
Try to stay positive and always, remember and thankful to our God.
Smile! U're worth it. :)

One fine day, there are a father with his lovely son live in a one warm home.
The son asks his daddy, :

SON: "Daddy, may I ask you a question?"
DAD: "Yeah sure, what is it?"
SON: "Daddy, how much do you make an hour?"
DAD: "That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?"
SON: "I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?"
DAD: "If you must know, I make RM100 an hour."
SON: "Oh! (With his head down).
SON: "Daddy, may I please borrow RM50?"
The father was furious.

DAD: "If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. 
Think about why you are being so selfish. 
I work hard everyday for such this childish behavior."

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. 
How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that RM50 
and he really didn't ask for money very often. 
The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

DAD: "Are you asleep, son?"
SON: "No daddy, I'm awake".
DAD: "I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier. 
It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. 
Here's the RM50 you asked for."

The little boy sat straight up, smiling.
SON: "Oh, thank you daddy!"
Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills. 
The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. 
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

DAD: "Why do you want more money if you already have some?"
SON: "Because I didn't have enough, but now I do.

"Daddy, I have RM100 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you."

The father was crushed. 
He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

:')

**It's just a short reminder to all of u that working so hard or so into something else in life. 
We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those who are close to our hearts. 
Do remember to share that RM100 worth of your time with someone you love. 
If we die tomorrow, the company or things that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. 
But the family and friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. 
And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work or else than to our family.
But,
Some things are more important.
Check back and do balancing your time now!

#justsaying
#FamilyFirst

Excelsior.
In the other words, 
Be positive, think positive, act positive.
And if u stick to it, u will get all the positive results and 
a positive, happy life.
Yeah as simple as that.
But, indeed, it's easier said than done, for some cases.
Still, u can try. Little by little, maybe?
If u didn't push yourself out for something better, who else will?

In addition, have some faith my friends.
God didn't give u anything neither do the obstacles nor tests,
any of those, that u couldn't bear with.
Trust Him, have faith in Him,
as He knows better what's best for u.
Yeah greater than u do, love.

Sometimes, u may wants something
but it's just not what u need, really, on that time.
And sometimes, u may think that there are nothing good
with it or in it, but truth is, there'll be, always be,
something better, even greater,
lies beneath it or at the end of it later.

Life is hard, or some might said it's challenging,
but if u ignored excelsior, ignored faith,
and welcome negativity,
it will be harder and harder than it gets.
Maybe till it could turned into the worst.

In fact, if u're a Muslim, we've known that our deen had 
thought us to always think and choose positive things
on top of other choices, as well as in our life.
So, this is it love. Excelsior. 
Think. And Change. 

Excelsior. That's what we need in life. No matter how hard, how bad, how worst, u just have to believes in them. Stay put with the faith to the God and it all will going out right. :)