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My Boy Admitted to Mawar Medical Centre Children's Ward
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♬ Surrender - Natalie Taylor
Indeed, what a journey and reminder that we got from this moment of our life. I'll never forget, and now I'll be more careful and way more taking precautions at home for both of my kids. I am thankful that I haven't loose any of them, despite now both had experience hospital admission and went to the ot. His sister is doing great too so far, and indeed we still have yearly appointment at IJN for her. Other than that, I hope all of us will be doing great, whenever and wherever.
I am wishing the same well wishes to all of you guys too. Thank you for your time, stopping by here, and also on my other platform as well. Thank you for the Duas, showing / sending love, helps, gifts, and every kindness that you all give, may you'll get more great things in life insyaAllah. Till then, take care and stay safe okayy lovelies!
World's First : Mindful Muslim App (Review)
Salam & Hi lovelies!
How are you guys doing? Hopefully all is well despite any of the hardness that we face these days. Indeed this time, I would like to share with all of you one of the app that I’ve just installed and tried for few days, which is the Mindful Muslim app.
To be honest, as far as I know, this is the world’s first Islamic app that meant to improve our mental and emotional well beings throughout guided Islamic talk down audio - which include variety of Duas, stories from Al-Quran, Ruqyah, and more. It got 4.8 stars rating with more than 1900 5 star reviews on Google Playstore, which is impressive, isn’t it? Don’t worry it’s also available on Appstore as well with by far have 5 star rating!
What drawn me to try this app is that I did have insomnia - it’s always hard for me to try to sleep in the early night, hence, I’m open to try many ways to sleep, especially if it’s into Islamic. I did look up for Islamic app that contains stories from Al-Quran, and I can say that this Mindful Muslim comes with bonus as it’s include other beneficial reciting, all in one app.
Before this, I have to open several apps to get to hear what I seek for, ie Quran recites, stories, Duas and Zikrullah, but now I only have to make a playlist on my Mindful Muslim app and I’m good to go, ready to drift to such serene sleep.
FYI, the stories and hadith in their guided talk down are taken from the references of works, talks & lectures from well known Islamic speakers such as Nouman Ali Khan, Mufti Menk, Omar Suleiman, Yassir Qadhi and Wahaj Tarin.
While the compilation of Duas are extracted from the ‘Hisnul Muslim’ book by Sa’eed Ibn Ali Ibn Wahf Al-Qahtaani (14th Century) which it’s original text with translation are available at www.hisnulmuslim.com
As for the compilation of Duas before sleep, including the Ruqyah, they cross reference it with Islamqa, which are according to the sunnah that are referenced from Dr Abu’l -Mundhir Khaleel Ibn Ibraaheem Ameen. So from all these credible references, I think we can be confident enough to listen to it, right.
Below are several of my screenshots from the app, which shows some of the choices / varieties that are available in the app. Indeed those are truly helpful, as upon listening, it able to calm me down, raise my motivation and also to reflect myself in order to strengthen my connection with The Most Merciful, Allah SWT and also my deen, Islam.
Based from my experience upon exploring this apps, I find that the guided talks and stories are lovely, in addition, insightful as well. I love how we’re able to choose our background sound as well if we like, for example, adding the sound of the waves crashing subtly to the beach, or the sound of the rain, which these two are my favorites by far as it gives me such idyllic feeling while listening to the talks or reciting. You guys can watch my video to get the full POV upon using this app including the sample sound on my IG or HERE okayy 😊
I believe, most of us have experience stress, or depression, especially during this hard time on pandemic. For me, by listening to the contents in Mindful Muslim, does helps. I do suffer from anxiety etc and for me, besides water, listening to these calm and mindful content, totally calm me down and makes me grateful as well as more appreciative / positive towards many aspects. I can also feel the serenity and love.
Besides that, this app is really easy to explore, and I think it’s great for parents to let the kids listens to it too. Those with babies especially can now easily play the Ruqyah and all while feeding their loved ones, or while putting the children to sleep, or anytime too, really.
It’s also offers Sleep Diary, which we can pour our thoughts or adding some additional notes while listening to any in there before we sleep, but I haven’t try that yet hence can’t say how it goes.
Anyway, as far as it contains much pros as I’ve mentioned above, there are indeed some cons in this app. Well not really bad things to be exact, yet just some minor things that I think the developer can improve or add on onto their next update, which are :
1. Added the reciter’s sound sample, since upon choosing on the reciter, I’m too lazy to google how they sound like huhu hence a sample player (like the sound sample on guided talk down) will be truly helpful
2. Fix to be more smooth generally while using the app - as I’m facing several unwanted things like the background sound stop halfway and sometimes can’t change to other choice, a lil bit difficult to add a new playlist to my saved playlist (hence by far I only manage to have 1 saved playlist but it’s okay I’ll explore more and will update if I suddenly manage to add another playlist heheh)
3. Maybe can make the saved playlist available to be played offline? Since yes we need internet connection in order to play through all / using this app
4. Um this might be not necessary but it will be nice if we can also have a theme / background colour maybe, for this app? Hehe. Or at least make it available in dark mode hehee.
Alright so far I think that’s it, overall this is indeed such a great and helpful app to have. I’m glad that I install it, and I’ll explore more of it from time to time. Looking forward for more stories added into the guided talkdown, really. I do have books for stories from Al-Quran, and I can see how exciting it’ll be if it can be more stories in this app so I (and looking forward to let my kids too) can just listened to it everyday. 🥰
For me, this app isn’t just inclusive to Muslims, yet it’s also can be listens by non Muslims as well, if they want to. Anyhow, for those whom wanna try or check out this app, you guys can install it via these links below for both Google Playstore and Appstore okayy :
IOS : https://apps.apple.com/my/app/mindfulmuslim/id1503293513
Android : https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.mindfulmuslim
In case you guys have try it, feel free to share what you think or your experiences with me too if you like okayy, perhaps I could learn something new too from yours. Till then, thank you for your time lovelies and may what I shared can be beneficial someway to you guys too. Take care all! ❤️
Changeling Movie : The True Collins Incident & The Wineville Chicken Coop Murders
Salam & Hi Lovelies!
Alright in this post, I'd love to talk about this Based From True Events, 2008 Movie titled 'Changeling', which directed by Clint Eastwood. Have anyone of you had watched it? or maybe if you guys had already read about it's true incident which had inspired this movie?
Well I just wanna share in case you haven't, because I think it's definitely one of the must watch especially for Thrillers / Crime / Drama / Murders / as well as the Based From True Story fans. Ah and of course, one more reason is because Angelina Jolie starred as the main character in this movie, and for those movie addicts like me, this movie scored 7.7 on IMDB, so yeah you know this movie is worth to watch. To be honest, I actually had encountered / reading about the case first before I watched this movie, interesting haha as which usually it's the other way around - I'll only know and search for the case after watching it's based from true story movie heheh. It's been years since I read about it, and then the moment I found out that Changeling was out and was based from that Collins case, I immediately wanna watch it, and glad that I have at the time! Now, I've found that the movie is recently had been added to Netflix, so I guess if you haven't watch it yet, you can try to find and watch it there on Netflix as well okayy.
Basically, this movie is about the Collins family - the disappearing of a 9 years old Walter Collins on March 1928, which had turned to be such sensation during that time. It started with a brief moments of the Collins together, before reeled us upon this single mother (Christine Collins) journey from the moment she found out that her son (Walter Collins) was missing, then the problems with such corrupt authorities and how she fought them back ever since she knew that the authorities had brought back the wrong boy to her, as she insisted that the boy wasn't her son from day one and wanted them to keep on looking for her real son. The authorities kept on dismissed her, tried to turned it on her, and even worst, had illegally put her in psycho ward as well when she started to voice out her concerns to more people, including gathered legit documentations as proof and to standing up upon herself. Apparently, the disappearance of Walter Collins also linked to the Wineville Chicken Coop Murders, which was the pedophile serial killer case at the time. Yet Christine still have hope and chose to believe that her son was alive, and loyally waited for her son.
I know it might sound heavy for some, but I think it's safe to watch since the movie goes on lightly and swiftly from plot to plot, yet can fill you in with the right emotions. No gore scenes, no nasty scenes / languages and all (well it's based from the year 1928 so yes you know how polite everyone is during the 20's right) yet indeed, interesting. In addition, this movie's script was based from numerous real documentation of both Collins case and the Wineville Murders - ie the hearing transcript, archive documents and all, rounding about 6000 pages. Whew, can you imagine? As a results, they did made such detailed movie tailored well with it's each cases, which definitely deserves such recognitions. Well even Angelina Jolie had won an award for her character as Christine Collins in this movie by the way hehe. Okay for those whom didn't know about the real said cases, let me pour their real stories one by one, started with the Collins case okay? Let's go :
THE DISAPPEARANCE OF WALTER COLLINS
On March 10, 1928, Walter Collins went missing after his mom, Christine Collins, gave him some money to go to the cinema. The LAPD had followed up yet unfortunately, no success to solve the case. After 5 months, they had found a boy who claimed to be Walter, at Illnois. After exchanging letters and photograph, Christine Collins paid the expanses for the boy to be brought to her at LA.
At the reunion, Christine Collins told them that the boy wasn't her son, Walter, but the officer in charge, Captain J.J. Jones convinced her to just take the boy home and 'try the boy out'. Three weeks later, she returned to them and again, saying that the boy was not her son. Jones accused her of being a bad mother, and being ridicule to the police. He then sent her to the psychiatric ward at Los Angeles County Hospital, on which she had been committed under "code 12" - a term used to jail or committed someone whom had been inconvenience or difficult.
Still, Jones questioned the boy wether he was really Walter or not. At first the boy said yes, but then he admitted that he was not the real Walter, as he was actually a runaway from Iowa, a 12 years old Arthur Hutchen Jr. He also said that he was posing as Walter because he want to get to Hollywood, so he could meet his favourite actor, Tom Mix. After 10 days Hutchen admitted he was posing as Walter, finally Christine Collins was released from the ward. She then filed a lawsuit against the LAPD and won against Jones, which awarded her with $10800 from winning that lawsuit but it was never been paid by Jones.
THE WINEVILLE CHICKEN COOP MURDERS
This series of abductions and murders of young boys happened between 1926 to 1928, at LA and Riverside County, California. The murderer, Gordon Stewart Northcott had built a chicken ranch and a house on a land in Wineville, at Riverside County. He has his nephew, Sanford Clark, staying there to help him but he began to beat and sexually abuse his nephew, then continually to did other crimes of kidnapping and more with other young boys that he brought there too.
In August 1928, Clark's older sister, Jessie, came there from Canada to visit and so Clark manage to told his sister that he feared for his life and also that 4 boys had been murdered by Northcott at that ranch. The moment Jessie had returned to Canada one week later, she informed an American consul there of Northcott's crimes. The consul then wrote a letter to LAPD detailing Jessie's sworn information. Since there was some concern over an immigration issue, the LAPD contacted US Immigration Service to determine the next move.
On the end of August 1928, two Immigration Service inspectors visited the ranch and took Clark into custody. Northcott had seen the agents earlier driving on the road to his ranch, hence he told Clark to stall them when they got there or he will shoot Clark, then he fleeing along the treeline and kept running to save himself. When Clark felt like the agents could protect him, he then told them that Northcott had fled.
Northcott and his mother, Sarah Louise, had fled to Canada but were arrested near Vernon on September 19, 1928. Clark testified at Sarah Louise's sentencing that Northcott had kidnapped, molested, bitten, and killed 3 young boys with the help of Sarah Louise and himself. Clark also testified about the murder of a Mexican citizen young man, which Northcott had forced Clark to help disposed of the victim's head by burning it in a fire pit and then crushing the skull. Northcott stated that he "left the headless body by the side of the road near Puente because he had no other place to put it." He also stated that quicklime was used to disposed of the remains and the bodies were buried in the ranch.
Authorities had found 3 shallow graves at the ranch exactly like where Clark stated it. However, they only discovered parts of bodies, which were 51 parts of human anatomy consists of bones and blood as well to be exact. It was learned that the bodies had been dug up by Northcott and his mother on the evening of August 4, a few weeks before Clark was taken into protective custody. Apparently they had taken the bodies out to deserted area, and most likely burned those in the middle of the night. The complete bodies were never found.
Canadian police arrested Northcott and his mother on September 19, 1928. Sarah Louise confessed to the murders, including that of Walter Collins. But she then retracted her confession, as did Northcott whom had confessed to killed more than 5 boys. She was then again confessed and pleaded guilty to killed Walter, and then had been sentenced to life imprisonment on December 31.
It was speculated that Northcott had killed more than 20 boys, but no evidence can be produced hence he was only been convicted of those 4 murders that been identified earlier, along with that the jury had heard he kidnapped, molested and tortured those victims as well. He was sentenced to death and was hanged on October 2, 1930 at the age of 23 years old.
CHRISTINE COLLIN MET GORDON NORTHCOTT
Christine were hopeful that her son was still alive since Gordon Northcott had denied killing the boy. She then concluded that Walter was still alive because she thought Northcott was insane and he seems to not know whether he had even met Walter.
Later then, Christine received a telegram from Northcott shortly before his execution, saying that he lied before and will tell her the truth regarding Walter's fate when she came down to meet him there in prison. So Christine went there and managed to visited Northcott just few hours before his execution, but he recanted at Christine, resisted to see her and just repeating that he doesn't know anything, as well as saying that he's innocent.
Christine pour her outrage as Northcott seemed to refused to remember the details about Walter such as the boy's eyes colour and his cloths, yet then she silently hoping that her son was truly still alive. She then was more encouraged when another boy made appearances and spoken to the authorities with his parents, 5 years after Northcott's execution. The boy was missing 7 years earlier and the authorities speculated that he was one of the murder victims as well at the time.
So, those are the detailed story of these real events from this movie. There are some minor differences if we compare between the case's facts and what was shown in the movie, such as the facts about the boys that managed to escaped - it was shown in the movie when this one boy came out and spoken with the authorities, but truth is based from the historical records and testimony, Sanford Clark never told / stated that. Then, in the movie, they didn't add any character of Northcott's mother nor ever mention her as accomplice, but that's okay as I think that's the way to cut things short a little bit. It's okay as the storyline is still shown to us perfectly and we still get the other facts around.
Overall, I do think this is a good movie to watch. It managed to filled me with various of emotion while watching, and most scenes including the ending was nicely done too. It followed the true facts closely, and able to deliver in structured and easy-to-follow kinda plot. This movie round up around 2 hour, so yes, it might seems too long but once you start watching, you'll gradually wanna keep on watching till the end. I know I have poured major spoilers in my writing here but you just gotta watch it yourselves in order to really get what I've been talking about here heheh. Angelina Jolie is always deliver her best and indeed, she suits splendidly as this Christine Collin character in this movie. I also see Christine Collin as a strong woman and mother, just look at how resilient she was while facing through every of this hardship. She was filled with hope and never give up in search for her son, and indeed I admired that as I believe it's truly painful to lose our child, let alone without any direction or affirmation to be hold on to.
The thing that made me ponder is, how dangerously these pedophile are even from those 20's. They could easily lose themselves without us being notice of what they did (you might catch this one dialog from Northcott in the movie stating something like that too huuu), which as same as how it is in today's world. Yet I think these modern time are far way dangerous as they got advance tools and all especially technology, to equipped themselves and make their move. Looking back at all the news that we heard, watched, upon what these culprits does, I just hope we can take extra care and precaution, and may more NGO or authorities around the world coming up with variety of ways and ideas upon how to catch these sickos, as well as discussing the laws upon them or whatever that related to it - yes including such sick movies etc that portrayed to support pedophile.
Wow these had been too long to read now right haha sorry guys, so I guess I better stop it here. Thank you so much for stopping by, and feel free to let me know what you think of this movie in case you've watch it earlier or later, okay? Till then, take care and may you all will have such a great week ahead!
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P/S : I mostly get my references to write about the true events and the movie here from Wikipedias, as well as some reading from Changeling movie site, IMDB, and other sites for the pics as credited as well as my point of view after watching this movie previously. I've also had read various sharing regarding the Walter Collin case many years before and make use of what I remember from those into my writing here too.
Motivasi Rare buat Para Surirumah yang Bersuami
Salam dan Hai semua!
Tadi ketika saya melayari Facebook, saya ada terjumpa satu status yang dikongsi oleh (kredit kepada) Puan Yuhanis Azam, berkenaan surirumah dan antara ayat-ayat yang sering kita dengar diucapkan kepada para surimah, yang mana mengatakan surirumah perlu ada duit sendiri kalau berlaku apa-apa ke atas atau dengan suami, contoh seperti bercerai, kematian dan sebagainya.
Akan tetapi, sharing tersebut tidak seperti biasa, kerana ianya (bagi saya) lebih kepada membukakan mata dan minda kita terhadap hubungan kita dengan Yang Maha Esa.
Usai membacanya, saya rasa sangat jarang untuk saya dapat jumpa motivasi sebegini, makanya saya nak share & save disini untuk reflection diri saya sendiri juga from time to time. Bagi saya, sharing ini sesuai untuk para surirumah yang masih bersuami, lebih-lebih lagi bila suami anda adalah seorang suami yang bertanggungjawab terhadap anda dan keluarga.
Okay jom baca dulu sharing yang saya katakan tu yea :
Indeed I’m a housewife, a stay at home mom, tetapi saya tetap cuba work from home untuk mencari duit poket sendiri melalui kerja sebagai content creator dan blogger. Alhamdulillah so far okaylah, even saya tiada gaji tetap & pendapatan saya bermusim pasang surut. Namun, niat utama saya pun memang untuk bantu keluarga, bukanlah sebab terfikir “nanti bila suami tiada”.
Betul, saya sendiri selalu dengar atau terjumpa sharing yang mempunyai ayat2 “nanti bila suami tiada, kot2 bercerai, kot2 suami buat hal” dan lain-lain lagi yang bagi saya more to negative thinking, dan seolah-olah mendoakan yang tidak baik untuk kehidupan sendiri, sedangkan pada ketika ini, alhamdulillah Allah telah pinjamkan kehidupan yang baik-baik sahaja, suami pun seorang yang bertanggungjawab dan sentiasa memikirkan keluarga.
Saya faham apa yang ingin disampaikan dan indeed ada juga betulnya tetapi konteks penyampaian menggunakan ayat-ayat negatif tersebut biasanya akan memyebabkan atau lebih kepada mengajak untuk fikir suami yang bukan-bukan, ataupun terlalu overthinking, yang mana kemungkinan boleh memudaratkan.
Saya sendiri membesar dalam keadaan mama seorang ibu tunggal yang bertungkus lumus mencari rezeki untuk kami adik beradik dari kecil sehinggalah kami dewasa. Yang menjadi pengganti seorang bapa ketika saya kecil hanyalah arwah atuk saya, yang mana dipinjamkan sehingga saya Tingkatan 2. Justeru itulah, saya targetkan sharing ini sesuai buat para isteri, para surirumah, yang mempunyai suami yang bertanggungjawab terhadap anda dan keluarga.
Betul, bagi saya kita sebagai wanita memang perlu ada duit sendiri, tetapi, niatkanlah kita mencari itu untuk membantu keluarga, membantu suami, mencarinya untuk dapat hulurkan pada mama dan adik beradik yang memerlukan, seterusnya dan selebihnya pada diri sendiri dan lain-lain yang memerlukan.
Bila ada rezeki lebih, dikongsi dengan keluarga, dan alhamdulillah bolehlah bagi duit tambahan belanja untuk mama, dan adik beradik. Terasa nikmatnya, bila dapat membantu, bila dapat belanja mereka, walaupun mungkin tak banyak pada kita, tapi besar harganya pada mereka. Sungguh, bila kita murah hati dengan orang & mudahkan urusan orang terutama keluarga, lagi-lagi yang memerlukan, insyaAllah banyak lagi masuk rezeki tak disangka kepada kita.
Dalam sharing Puan Yuhanis tadi, alhamdulillah Allah murahkan rezeki balu tersebut kan selepas kematian suaminya. Rezeki dia dan keluarganya. Rezeki kita, kita tak tahu lagi, tapi, kita boleh sentiasa cuba yang terbaik, fikir yang baik, doa yang baik, mudah-mudahan dipermudahkan segala urusan kita.
Moga saya dapat teruskan fikir yang baik-baik, buat yang baik-baik, dapat lebih lagi bantu keluarga terutama mama dan adik beradik.
Niatkan mencari duit untuk bantu keluarga, sebab suami sendiri pun dah sentiasa bersusah payah nak menjaga makan minum, keselesaan dan kebahagiaan keluarga. Cuba elakkan untuk fikir suami nanti boleh berubah yang buruk-buruk dan sebagainya, bila sedangkan selama ini suami itu sentiasa ada dan cuba yang terbaik juga. Kalau trust itu tidak ada, bagaimana kita boleh bahagia hidup bersama, kan?
Try to live in the moment bersama suami dan keluarga. Bagi saya, sentiasalah cuba yang terbaik dari hari ke hari, hargai pasangan masing-masing yang masih ada, yang juga cuba yang terbaik untuk kita. Saya lebih kepada berpegang pada ayat, “kalau baik yang kita fikir, insyaAllah baiklah jadinya”.
Bila Allah dah kurniakan rezeki kita mendapat pasangan yang baik, maka teruskan fikir dan buat yang baik-baik sahaja. Selebihnya, baiki lagi hubungan kita denganNya, cuba buat lebih baik dari yang kita amalkan sekarang, kerana hanya Dialah, Yang Maha Pemberi, Yang Maha Mengetahui, Yang Maha Berkuasa.
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